The Great thing about being used
is you know your not useless
you should know I over-think things
and so assume that I've just gotten blown off
which may
or may not be true
but that doesn't nessarily
mean anything
for my plans were just ruined
and a hope that I had
for a feat yet to be experienced
has diminished
to say it plain and simple
I'm annoyed
and have possibly
had a small shot to my ego
and just when I was starting to feel good again
hmm... I don't know else to say but this
I hope this isn't what I think
becuase I could really use some confidence at this point in my life.
I totally love this. The Proverbial Jellyfish is still epicly my favorite.
ReplyDeleteThe only thing about being used and not feeling useless, is that once your done being used by someone else, that feeling of uselessness comes back once again.
ReplyDeleteReally, I’m starting to believe that feeing useless is more of a personal fear, not an emotion inflicted by something else.
And I’ll have you know, I’m scared to death about it...
I absolutely love this one.
ReplyDeleteI love it it's amazing.
ReplyDeleteBut i've felt used before, and i never thought of it that way. That's a nice way to think of it, it makes what happened a LITTLE bit better.
I hope whatever your going through gets reasloved, your amazing with your poems. :]
I loved the name of this one btw.
this here is how i was feeling the beginning of summer. I was not planning on everything to go wrong but then it did and everything i did plan never happened, it didn't help that i was used and then thrown to the streets. but then i had the thought that, hey i guess im good enough to be used. i guess to make myself feel better about myself =/
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