Saturday, February 7, 2009

And Yea... I'm Royally Fucked

I'm glad I don't think that way I used to
once upon a time I thought
that I would be the guy
that girls always dream about

it was foolish to think I was that
because in reality
I hate too much
to be with someone that long

yea, sure, if I was with someone
I'd hold her hand
as long as she could
stand the sweat

and kiss her on her forehead
and cudle more then we fuck
and tell her she's beautiful
more then I say she's hot

I'd write poetry
about the breaths we share
and how it mean more to me then
anything that ever was

I'd be that guy
but that's the problem
because, that's what I'd want to be
not what I am

no, I'm not a jerk
though i pretend to be at times
if it will help someone
from thinking I'm too much

no
in reality
I'm too little in my own head
to be able to stand on two feet

my real problem
is with |xxxx|
I have no idea
and I guess that's the problem

wow, that's really fucked up

2 comments:

  1. wow. you write the most amazing things all the time. and youll be that guy once you find that girl. it takes two

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  2. austin, why do you have to be so good at this kinda stuff. no wonder why dan calls you captain corny....whoops...i dont know if i wasnt allowed to tell you that. lmfao.
    thank for telling me that you wrote some more because i was having a major block

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