Tell me a secret
something that i don't know
because if all of this time
you've been telling the truth
then I have alot of thinking to do
I'll admit I am a overly trusting person
or at least
would be if I actually believed a word
anyone said
But I play the games
force my famous fake smile
on anyone and everyone
who's unfortunate enough to give me the time of day
Let's face it
It would make a lot more sense
if everyone hated me
if everyone hated everyone
but they don't
maybe that's just our need for companionship
playing tricks on ourselves
making us think we care when we don't<>
"well darling, I love you
and though that's a lie
I hope it makes you feel better
because you're a much better use of my time"
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It's Kristin-Marie.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if this is really how you feel,
just know there's always someone who will
be right behind you that cares about you
more than you could possibly know (:
that described my feelings today.
ReplyDeletei feel as though everybody would be better off if nobody got along.
there would be no need for friends, and no need for love.
why do we do this to ourselves?
it's like we make ourselves puppets trying to make everybody happy, but what about us?
we get nothing out of it. /:
thank you for writing this, it doesn't matter if you feel this way or not. but at least i know someone possibly does.
This is unfortunately and shockingly true. Sometimes it seems that we're only here to really just be here. We say things because something needs to be said. And it would be so much easier if we didn't have to fake it all in the process. If everyone admitted their true feelings and acknowledged them, life would be so much less complicated.
ReplyDeleteAnd as for the last stanza, it's so true. I tell you these things because you don't understand, because faking it is so much easier than trying to be genuine when you know it's not possible.
Might I add that, on a slightly happier note, the way you write makes so much sense. And it's amazing.